first of all, thanks to the awesome community here. WOW. amazing.
im not sure this is the program for me.
when i finally got it, a few days after fine tuning, to really nail it, i gained 3 pounds after my official week. and thats will cardio and hardly a real cheat day. i'd call it a binge at 9pm one night that i counted as my day.
i lost originally like 1.4 lbs but gained it back after last thurs night and i am still 132.2. ugh.(i was 123 July 1st which is why i started this diet last week and half ago).
i think i may be taking it too literally "eat all you want of the approved foods" and finding im am having several meals a day, massive volumes of oil dressed veggies, guacamole, etc on top of the beans and protein.
i think it is just too much for my little bod and i need way less calories. i think, given that i have only 8 pounds to lose, i just do a variation of the last mile (way to restrictive - though I would get to my goal weight in 2 weeks no doubt!)
i am finding myself wondering why in the photos of meals do people put their hands in it? is that to show portion? and if so, why, if we can have as much as we want? why does it need to be given a sense of proportion by showing the hand? or, is it that we should only be eating a handful of protein, etc? (The way so many diets suggest measuring).
last night, after i think, a pound of fish on top of veggies, i made a huge 'pudding' of several spoons of CHIA seeds with almond milk, which is probably over 400 calories in the pudding alone. i can't imagine one can just really stuff their face with all this food and lose.
so i am at a loss.
while i love this plan cuz i CAN eat (my usual way of losing is to do no breakfast, a medizone (phentermetrizine) pill, protein and salad for lunch and same for din. some fruit, maybe - or a pint of Arctic Zero.) Boom. I drop the weight and keep it off.
anyway, just wondering if this is NORMAL -
a gain before a loss???
maybe when i start my PAGG, it'll help.
just feeling bloated and depressed and caught up in the food.
thanks for the rant/
and so sorry if i dont write back to all the awesome responses !! two kids, work from home and one tired mama here 
xo emily
you just totally inspired me! ok got it! (and nooo, not trying to get around the system! me wants the system!! trying to reconcile the book, the forum and that site that lets you plug in a food and it tells you if its cool to eat.) i am going to moderate - act like im on a diet, not a food fest, and see what happens. i wanna be 116 too! XO